I know what you mean about the difficulty of "good days".
We have a lot of demands and responsibility on our plates.
I am so glad you had fun yesterday with son. I wish things could turn around so life would be a "beach" everyday.
I live in Maine, the beach is about 15 miles away and is a little too cold still, it will be another month here before it is warm enough to really enjoy. We have a short season and try and make every minute count up here.
I don't get these guys. Your seeming distant to your H, and I am apparently sending mine mixed signals about reconciling. NOT!!! It's all in their crazy, mixed up, state of confusion heads!!!! It's these comments that make me realize they are still in a fog and have a ways to go.
Where would you like to go for a break to recharge? Maybe you could get a family member to take the kids for a time and just stay home and enjoy the peace and quite.
My son gets out of school on June 22nd and then I am shipping him off to summer camp on June 28th for two weeks. I am looking forward to my time alone as my break. I have not made any plans.
My son is in track at middle school and I hear you....I wouldn't miss a track meet either. This time is way too precious to miss a single minute of...
I hope your burdens ease up a little. Try and sneak in a little "me" time...sometimes it's as simple as finding a new book to enjoy or taking a quite walk that brightens an outlook.
((((Hugs))))
Sanderika
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