Ok, going on day 3 now with no contact other than the job email. Woke up several times last night and was really struggling to put one foot in front of the other this morning. I'm constantly tired and my attitude is really, really poor right now. I think maybe it is over and I'm just having a hard time accepting it. I'm still not going to call and waiting for her to initiate contact. I wonder if she knows, I mean really knows what damage she has done, the hurt she has caused and the family she has destroyed. I pray constantly throughout the day. Sometimes it helps and sometimes my emotions get the best of me. Hope everyone is doing well.


M-41
ex-W-40
Together--17 years
SS-20
D-14
Bomb--2 Feb 09
WAW--6 Feb 09
Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!!
ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!!
Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!