This morning was looking as though it was going to be another one of those silent affairs where we just ignore each other so I eventually said to W that we need to talk at the weekend about how we live separately in the house as we are both going to need our own space. I also added that by the looks of her activities she was going to need more space than me. (I couldn't resist that) . W response was that she wanted to know who I had been speaking to, (to uncover this A). I just told her all of that is irrelevant, we just need to focus on how we move forward separately. I'm not sure what agenda to have for the weekend cos I know W will be very guarded cos she will still want to know how much I know before she talks.
I hate doing the wedding ring hokey, kokey, but I also gave W my wedding ring and told her to melt it down and make something useful as I wouldn't be needing it. My wedding ring size is Z +1 so there is a lot of gold there.
I am still feeling stressed so I've decide to stop the training for now and drop out of my 10k run, my BP last night was 165/102 so theres no point in risking myself while I feel so stressed. Also I can defer my place until next year if I return my runners pack in the next few days. When things calm down I'll get back to some gentle jogging.
So today I just need to get my head down and get through another working day.
