You're a wonderful person Trapt and there is a great world out there waiting for you.
I'm glad I changed my mind back in January and went on that day trip. If not, I would never have met you or the others. Meeting you all was the best thing for me...and you all. LOL!!!
It saddens me to see you hurting from looking at pictures. Hang on to the good memories and before long the bad ones disappear.