This is really getting scary. My therapist and several of my "well meaning" friends have really been pressing me that perhaps I didn't/don't love my wife and saving the marriage because it's the right thing for the kids is the wrong reason. I know I have to stay strong and get myself recentered.....

I don't like this numb/non-missing feeling I have right now. I'm not looking forward to the angry phase.....

Me 41
WAW 36
S 3&7
M 10 yrs
W files D 1/9/09
W moves out 4/18
Lost job 6/15
New job 7/27
Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!)
Confronted 8/11
Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11
Lost Job 11/13