Well, I settled in to watch American Idol, and ended up missing half of it! The phone rang and and lo and behold it was my H asking if I had found those brackets for the blinds yet. I told him, honestly, I had not looked. I guess those blinds not being up are bugging him a lot more than they are me!
He engaged me in conversation about myself and our daughters. I was friendly, but not overly. Honestly, never thought I would say it, but I'm having conflicting feelings about him now. Part of me says take it slow and see if he is willing to work on our relationship and the other part of me says, I've taken it slow far too long and I need to move on.
I want a man who I can talk to, someone who appreciates me, someone who wants to spend time with me, someone who only wants ONE woman in his life. I don't think that's too much to ask for. After all isn't that the way a relationship is supposed to be. I'm not sure H can give me that.
Odd thing happened today. I met a friend to go walk. When I got in the car to go home, this song was on the radio. I had never heard it before. The very end of it was on and I almost felt like it was a sign to me. Yes, it sounds very corny, but....
