OMG LMAO!! Hey, I say as long as you can get a good push up bra and make those babies look good then go for it. Hehehe, trapt is not on tonight to see us dirty up his thread. Poor thing, he's going to be shocked. As usual, T2 started it.
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher
I didn't plan on dropping by tonight. Since everything has been pretty much final, I've been through every square inch of this place. I've cleaned, sorted, and stored what I had to. All except one room.
Tonight while looking for the title I finished up that room. I was fine unitl I came acrossed some pictures of my X and daughter from a few years ago. Man that stung....I knew what was in that envelope, and I forced myself to look. I'm actually glad I did.
I can't get over how bright, beautiful and full of life she once was. It's hard to describe. Just the "look" on her face. It's nothing like now.
I put the pictures away and finished cleaning. I never did find that damn title.
You're a wonderful person Trapt and there is a great world out there waiting for you.
I'm glad I changed my mind back in January and went on that day trip. If not, I would never have met you or the others. Meeting you all was the best thing for me...and you all. LOL!!!
It saddens me to see you hurting from looking at pictures. Hang on to the good memories and before long the bad ones disappear.
I came across a bunch of things that we had kept when both the kids were born. Blankets, pictures, all sorts of things, hell even the wrist bands from the hospital. I have kept all the arts and crafts that they have made too.
There will come a day when all of these things will have meaning to her again. Lord only knows when, but it will come.
She left me a message a little while ago saying that the Sec. of State won't issue her another title unless I am present. O boy!! I get to meet my X down there tonight at five. FUN FUN FUN.
In the message she said. " I hope you can make ten minutes for me tonight and meet me down there. The people that bought my car are getting upset."
There were so many things I could have said,(some of them real funny) but it's pointless.
Hey, every time I went over to our old house to clean stuff out I cried. First time I lasted like 30 min. before breaking down. Second a little longer, 3rd a little longer. I had to do it all myself b/c he just pretty much abandoned everything except his clothes. I know exactly how you feel. My son, h, and I had painted and put stencils, etc. on d3's wall before she was born and that was the hardest room for me to deal with b/c of the memories there. To say it stings is an understatement.
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher
It does still sting at times. I'm ok with everything now though. It hurts a little to see the "old" her in pictures. She is not that person anymore. Who knows if she'll ever return. I'll deal with that IF it ever happens.
I'm not angry with her anymore. Annoyed? Yes at times,but not angry. I understand what happened and why.
