No Jack it isnt an argument. VH, you are right. I just figured it has been over 7 months and he is still angry. I just want this anger in him to end. I want to be able to communicate the normal way. I have excepted he is gone and he is getting married to someone else. BUT I guess I havent excepted that I no longer exist to him. I am driving myself crazy wanting it to be better. I dont want to be emenies, and I am trying soooo hard to fix it. BUT I cant fix it by myself. It hurts. I could never treat him that way, even if I got remarried. I want his anger to go away and even more I want to understand why he is ANGRY and how long it is gonna last.
I will add, so that no one thinks I am sitting at home and doing nothing else, that I am still working on getting a 2nd job. I am soon gonna to be going to school and I am getting out and doing things, such as going to church and spending time with friends. But this still doesnt answer my questions.
