I'm just not sure whats happening anymore or what I'm supposed to think. My W continues to tell me in no uncertain terms that our marriage is over and she feels nothing for me yet for the past couple of days she's been phoning and texting me over the most trivial of matters.
As i said in my previous post the discovery that theres OM involved is fairly recent, I know this caused a lapse on my part and I went back to the begging and constantly trying to talk things through with her, but for the last week I have been able to gather my composure again and have tried to distance myself from her and this seems to have made her want to stay in touch with me - does this mean anything or am I just being silly and reading too much into things?
It's gonna be an extremely difficult weekend for me over the bank holiday weekend as my W if off to visit the OM. I've got my daughter for the weekend so will be able to take my mind off it to a certain extent but the time I really struggle is when she goes to bed and I'm left to stew with my own thoughts. I know I've just gotta try to not think about things and torture myself with this but I find it really difficult, especially when I know where she is!
Gonna start reading through my copy of DB again in the hope that this helps, maybe theres something I missed or didn't fully understand last time, but would really welcome advice from anybody out there
