Hi K, I wanted to let you know that I've been reading along although I haven't been posting but I've felt your pain.
Originally Posted By: Kalni
I've been hurt and crushed thru this journey but I think I never felt so disappointed before in the man I married. And that feels very hard to deal with.
I can so relate to you on this one but I have no advice to offer. I don't understand your H (or mine for that matter).
The potential new business sounds exciting and I sense the excitement in your posts. The tone is shifting. I love the name for your business. The best of luck to you!!!
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
Hey hi!! addie, it's not new business. It's something that was going great, making more money than on my day time job, but I quit when hell broke loose. I prepared three background's (easy, baby blue all of them) and started working on a long due Pirate for a friend's Jason. My "white" was too dry and had to stop. It didnt come as good but I think I am too strict with myself. My first attempts were scaryyyyy... When I stopped I had over 30 orders per month. Now, If I can get 15 I will be ...SUPERHAPPY!!! I will pay off my debts in a few months and go on vacation to a nice place. LOL!!
I am not strong enough yet. If he came back with another sob story, I am not sure whatI would do. That's why I am being quiet towards him.
My dad doesnt want to go away with us this weekend. It seems I am staying back to be with him. My mom needs a break and my brother has his family to take away. It's ok. Guess what? I'll paint some!!!
Ohh I ordered a few things for the jewllery I want to try making. Ali, I have no problem selling. My circle of friends would buy anything I make to get me going. Cant explain that. I guess they have money to waste...LOL Talk to you later M
Jeff, I found a picture of one I like when looking at my files. I dont remember if it's on FB. I 'll check..
One small note - obviously sarcasm doesn't help with him. Hell, you can't even raise your voice cuz you're excited LOL. I do the same thing, and my STBXH also hated it at the end. He accused me of yelling sometimes and I was always so puzzled because I wasn't angry or upset.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
I don't have money to waste, but I love jewelry! Pics in the alternate and i will be more than happy to get an international money order and pay customs fees!!!
Living God's blessings with grace and dignity~ SMW
M40/H36 T16/M14 4K B2/08 S4/08 current
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
Good Morning, H called just now. It seems he is upset and mad at me. He talked very briefly about taxes and was ready to "bite". Now, granted our last interaction, I am the one that should be mad. I didnt call him names or tried to hurt him. Of course I wasnt happy and showed him I was mad for talking to me like that, but have been very civil and not on the edge every time we spoke since (Sunday and today). Why is he mad? I wonder. Probably a lot of work. The big game is on Sat. I think he wants that over before we discuss our future (-s since I dont think it will one commom future anymore). I can wait till Sunday. I can wait.
it is too bad what is going on lately. It looks like three of the most patient posters that I follow are headed toward closure...You, Lan and to a lesser extent BBJ. You guys have been at it for so long. i was hoping that there would be a nice ending somewhere...it takes two to tango and your efforts were not mirrored by your respective spouses.
When you say I am getting really close now, what do you mean? Are you waiting for your H to pull the plug? Not that it matters either way. When I read some posts it just takes me back to my own sitch and sometimes I shake my head in amazement at how much crap I took and the physical and psychological toll it took on me.
He will not pull the plug John. If he comes over on Sun and I am happy, dont complain and dont bother when he comes, when he leaves, what he does while in the house, he will be super-happy. He just cant be bothered with me. That's it...
