I am still here and I need some HELP

[whitneypinch]

Ok, my WAW and I have become much more friendly on the phone. We even send texts saying good night etc., sometimes with hugs.
Our 6 year old daughter is really have a hard time with all of this and is now crying at night for mommy and daddy to be back together.
So I suggested to my XW we should do something fun together. She said great. So today I went to the driving range with her. She has taken up golf. I don't play but I was really good at driving.
We had a fun time with no tension or issues at all.
She did not have the sparkle in her eye for me anymore. I could see that.
So, unfortunately it looks like I am going to be one of those divorces that are going to stick. We had everything in alignment for reconciliation. I GAL, did the 180's, became an awesome father, the anger is gone, we have become friendly, we have done stuff together etc. but no results.
Yes, I know I have grown so much and really have become a better person and a great dad. I really thought that if we had a great time together that I would at least see the twinkle in her eyes. Sadly, I did not. I am just really, really hurting right now.
It's so hard to love someone and work so hard to make it work for the family and it's just not there.