((Carlos)) Just reading along & catching up. I remember going through a similar mourning experience after watching a movie. I hugged the pillow & sobbed away.
It is hard to grieve the loss of a marriage, dreams, a future, & your family intact. It does come in waves. Some days the change seems like an opportunity, other days, it seems like the sun may never shine again. Especially when looking into our children's faces and trying to explain why we can't all live together still.
taking care of you is the best thing you can do for your kids
M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months 4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10 I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.
