It's all ablazin'....

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FG - I don't have to show him I'm strong. He knows I am and I think he's starting to feel me pick my a$$ back up off the ground. I may not be up completely, but that's where I'm headed.
As far as the respect goes....I think I have been pretty good to him....I try to respect him as a father and I try really hard NOT to tell him how to parent or when he throws K up in the air...I try not to flinch (even though I still do). I "think" I'm giving him respect. But, maybe not. And, yes the word....was purposely picked...."respect" means a lot to him.

I think that he is getting meaner. Most likely because of the money situation and knowing I am going to make it worse for him once he has to pay her CS. Of course, that is why he hates me. My fault. Always my fault.