It's so difficult to resist the urge to contact her today. I feel so much pain in my heart that I may have killed the only thought in her mind for R. Right now I'm doing my best to make it through the day without contacting her and letting her cool off, and possibly trying to contact her tomorrow after work to spend time with my S.
Me 35 W 30 S 3 M 7 : T 13 yrs Separated 2/20/09 My Story
