Kerry I am trying to make myself happy. And right now happy is financially secure.
The last couple of days I am thinking ways to make money and decided I need to start the kid's painting again. This friend of mine that is in media business, VERY well connected and knows my sitch, called me yesterday from NYC where she is now, just to tell me she thinks I should pursue that. She said when she comes back she will help me set up a site and will speak of me on her prime time radio show and she will talk to all her friends at newspapers, TV, etc. Of course I am in no position to dive in as we say but I will start again my little "business" as I used to. If I do get serious about it I would have to be legal an dthat means start somekind of business because right now I dont get taxed on what I make, if I make any money.
I dont know why she thought of me while there but she sure got me excited again. Yesterday, I spend some time thinking of new designs, I am planning to incorporrate elements that will give a 3D feeling to the paintings such as buttons, fabric flowers, etc etc you know, kid's silly stuff.
I was looking into making jewellery again. I used to when I was young. I realise all my life I experimented with making things with my hands, being creative so, maybe, that is my true calling, who knows?
I've been surfing the intenet today to find ideas and materials etc. I need to be able to create more things than just the paintings so I can keep people coming back.
A friend of mine also told me he would be interested to work with me on a good idea if we have one, franchising, importing or exporting things... I am into that much, cause I've been there and all the dealing with the state sucks. Plus, I feel like being independent at the moment.
Anyway, H called only about the kids last night and we kept it very short. I am staying low and being careful.
