Hey Lan, I for one commend you for exposing your W and OM. That was a 180 if I ever heard of one. I had to do something similar a while ago. When we have evidence that is conclusive, it is extremely difficult to keep it inside. I do not know what you uncovered on the computer but it sure affected you. I am sorry that this is taking a toll on you physically. Do not underestimate the effects of the stress that you are feeling. Take care of yourself Lan.