Ok... I feel a little better now after shaving head and taking shower(had a few mins to give myself a little pep talk)
Still nothing since yesterday mornnig from wife fighting the urge to be nice and loving by sending her a good morning text NEED TO STICK TO MY GUNS! DONT DO IT!
I think today im going to do one of the things my W says that i slack on and thats follow thru. We have been talking about putting up a playground for my daughter in our backyard for months. So im going to start putting that in today after work. Need to finish reading DR as well.
D3 said some upsetting things last night (not on purpose she is 3 and doesnt understand or really know yet) She made a couple of comments implying we were going to all be together when mommie comes home. broke my heart... I wish she didnt need to go through this.
Speaking of her she just woke up time to put on the happy face.
