ammo, I definitely feel your pain. I M my W for the same reason; it wasn't paradise either, but life got a lot better. First thing: keep reading DR and start DBing, cuz up until now, you haven't been. Second, prepare for a long slug. Your roller-coaster ride is just starting. You are going to have good and bad days; be read for that, too. Don't jump up on cloud nine when you have a good day, and don't go jumping off a cliff after the first bad one. Your M didn't get where it is quickly, and it won't be fixed quickly either.
Keep that PMA going and be positive. Work on yourself and try to spend time with your D. Do your 180s! Very important!
Keep posting here and hopefully you will get some more advice from some of the vets (I've been separated since November and I don't consider myself a vet yet!) Just remember to be patient and take each day as it comes and don't get discouraged!
Me40 WAW37 M18 T20 S18,14 D13 EA Bomb 6/08 Sep 11/20/08 Ret 08/09 Sep/Filed 11/09
