the pants traveled #18

[Babygirl]

bad weather since yesterday, didnt realize my thread locked. had tornado warnings last nite, nasty funnel clouds, and bad wind and rain. trying to stay dry and not flood, probably will tho. pray for a few days of no rain!! the girls room leaked last nite, it wasnt fun, lost a HUGE to my cedar tree also.

had a decent weekend with H. then of course, its back to monday with him back with her, so he is being a jerk again. and to top it off I am sick. pnemonia, so miserable. he makes it so hard to not give up on him. but I will try a little longer I suppose. thanks crissy for the kind words, i keep praying.

I miss you all so much!!

[Virtually_Handsome]

((((((BG))))))

Make sure you take care of yourself! We'll all be thinking of you!

[Babygirl]

hey jeff thanks, doing the best i can! really i am. tuesday will be a hard day for me, ya'll say a prayer if you will!

[Virtually_Handsome]

(((((BG)))))

I will!

[Babygirl]

thanks jeff. need your stuff again, re email me, if you still have it k?

[Virtually_Handsome]

Will do!

[Virtually_Handsome]

You still get to your FB stuff?

[Babygirl]

yeah man takes a bit but will try or you call me if you still have my number here in a few, will be offline then.

[Virtually_Handsome]

Too many people up and about right now. It's only 930 here!

[Babygirl]

hey all another gloomy ks day here. feeling so confused and frustrated. H comes and eats dinner then leaves. talks to me about his new harley and wants my input and opinion on which to buy. if he wants a divorce so bad, why doesnt he just buy what he wants? why does he still call every day on every break, just like he has done for years and years? its hard to be excited for him about his new bike, even tho i am, when it was our dream, and that dream doesnt include me anymore. it makes me feel really selfish.