Ok back stress again like you wouldn't believe. Man I feel like crap. H came over on Sunday. He was late, no suprise. Said he would be over for breakfast, not.
He started in on me. I lost it. I was rather harsh. He is always comparing the number of jeans I have to his. I finally just said what is the point you are trying to make? Would you like me to pick you up a pair of jeans? He said just making a comment.
I left for work, didn't say goodbye. I did though send him an e-mail setting boundaries about the way I was feeling. H called later in the day after he read the e-mail and was very nice. He asked if he could come pick me up at work and take me and the kids out for a quick bite to eat. H picked me up and we had a nice dinner.
He said how he was going to be coming over more often and he said he would come over in the am to help get the kids off to school. Ok now that would be a start.
He came over today in a very good mood. Talking of all the things he will be doing in the near future. He said he had a headache. We had a nice dinner with the kids.
Then his mom and dad called and said they would be over in an hour. Then are visiting from CA and then taking D5 for a few weeks. As soon as they called, h said I am leaving. Don't want to see my parents. He said he would come by again after they left town. Gee when will it all end?
My back is in immense pain again. I know it's stress related. Not sure how to relax. My friend is having the same issue, she had 6 cortozone shots today. That sounds tempting. I just want the pain to stop, but it won't until things get better at work.
I will try the gym and chiro tomorrow. This is so crappy.
Thanks all for the encouragement.
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