Our timelines are similar and patience is hard to come by. I'm feeling better - mostly. I frequently wake up at night having dreams or thoughts about H. If I get back to sleep, I'm usually better in the morning. Once I get on with me day, I don't obsess about his activities. And getting on the DB site makes me feel so much better... we can only control ourselves and our actions. WAS actions turned our worlds upside down, but it's up to us to get things right-side up again and continue on our journeys.
I read on this site that Men want what they can't have, or think they can't have... I believe that's true. So, I'm not going to be so available to H. Gotta get on with life, and show H that I'm doing just fine and maybe he'll take notice. If not, I'm going to survive this... I will survive!
