Hey hows it going just got back into town today.....wow what a trip almost 1 i am pretty sure that i regret taking. Anyway here is how the weekend brokedown.....
Wed: W called to give me a giant list of all the stuff she wanted me to bring her, to which i told her that i would bring her, her school books which she's been in college for 10yrs so there are a ton of books. That she left me and she could come and get the rest of her stuff when she wanted. And to basically schedule when she could see me to drop her stuff off. So the plan was that i would drop our 1 dog off at her moms and drop the other dog off at her apt. which is an hour away the next day.
Thurs: I reserved a cargo van to rent and went to pick it up then went and got boxes, came home loaded all her stuff up and headed off to Ohio, about halfway W calls and asks where I am and I told her that i was halfway and would not be in till late. She seemed upset about this. I got off the phone with her and turned the Allman Brothers right back up to almost ear drum damaging levels....LOL!!! About 15min later the W calls again and she asks very politely if I could drop the one dog off at her moms and bring our other dog out to her place instead of following the original plans. I said that i wouldnt be to her place till very late and that if she wanted me to I would becuz i know she missed her dogs. So i drop him off at her place and this is the first time ive seen her in over a month and she has lost like 20lbs so i comment on how good she looks and she will not even look me in the eye. So i tell her im going to a hotel.
Fri: I visited my family and her mom and told her mom that i was going out with friends although I didnt I stayed at the hotel. Her mom told me that she is acting very strange lately and that she has noticed a big change in her, she also told me that she sits out at her place balling her eyes out saying she misses me and that she is losing her best friend. Her mom also told me I should make her unload her own boxes with the way she has been treating me lately.
Sat: Delivery day...so i drive an hour to get to her place and i unloaded her stuff hung a candle holder on her wall that i got her along time ago and she made me something to eat, she told me to take a shower so i did and we talked for like 3-4hrs. She was pretty upset. I got upset but i tried to hold it back she told me she only wants to be friends and that she doesnt love me... but then she invited me back over in the morning at like 11am. I go back to the hotel and she texts me saying she was happy to talk to me she asked about my hotel i told her it smelled like piss. She then texted me at about 11:30pm asking if i wanted to get out of the hotel for a little bit i said yeah so she asked me to get her a 12pk of pepsi, so i told her i was kinda tired but that is fine since my nose could only handle so much piss. So i go get her pepsi i take it to her place i get there and she is on the phone with her best friend, who i can hear yelling at her for calling me, i open her fridge and put the pepsi in it and there is a 12pk of pepsi already in the fridge that looked like it was missing a can, so i figured she wanted to talk. Her friend Brooke keeps bitching at her and says that she is gonna call back in 15min and that i better be gone. So she gets off the phone and we talk for 5 minutes and i tell her that i better leave so Brooke doesnt get mad. She asks me what i was doing tommorow i told her not sure so she asks me to make sure i can be there at 11am.... I say i will
Sun: So i get up to make it to this urgent meeting at 11am to see what the urgency is about........she needs help walking the dogs which i understand our american bulldog is about 130lbs and kinda drags the sh*t out of her. So we walk the dogs. She says she is very busy with work(she showed me the mound of papers she has to get done)and that could i come back around 630pm, I ask why to walk the dogs and she says no for dinner and a movie and to walk the dogs. So i went back at 630pm we had a good dinner that i picked up on the way and watched a movie, I left around 1030pm. She also broke news to me that her company has offered her a job to stay on as a psychologist and not just an intern. I told her congratulations and we had talked about this before and i told her that if she stayed i was selling the house and moving back to ohio, so i told her i was going to talk to the realtor and see if i can sell the house, she responded with "even if i stay here for 1 more year, i am not settling in ohio and want to move back to chicago that is my home....just not with you"........So what the hell i am so confused......
Mon: I picked the dogs up around 1130am and she packed me some oranges and some waters for the road, gave me a big long hug and told me to call when i got back to chicago that she will call me on tuesday night to let me know if she got the job or not........
Monday i had a conference with my db coach she told me i did alot wrong which i totally agree with.......but man i am totally confused i dont know if she is saying she wants to come home i know for sure she said that she doesnt love me and that she only wants to be friends........IM LOST!!!!!!!!!
