I am so despairing. I was dark for almost three weeks. Today, I was sitting at my computer at home and my H showed up. He thought I was working and would be free to come home. He doesn't know I'm off on Mondays.
He knocked at the front door. I answered. He said he was here to give me an insurance correspondence. I said I already took care of it, and didn't want it. He threw it at me. I asked him in. He said no.
He said, "This has gone on too long. I'm not right. You say you want to sit down and have a heart-to-heart before you sign the papers. I'm not going to do it. Just sign the papers." I said Please just talk to me. He said he didn't want to. He said this was my doings and he's already said everything he's going to say. He got in his truck and left. I followed him out to the truck and said "Please." He said "No, and just left."
Things have just gotten worse since I went dark, not better.
