Hey Sandi, Thanks...you are the best! Another Monday night, H will probably be late. The usual. I hate to leave my D15 home alone but may try to get out of the house tonight. It is hard to be mysterious with kids in the house! H will just ask D15 or S18 where I am (that is if he even calls them). I am not the type of person (unlike H) to just leave for hours on end, not answer the cell phone and assume everything will be ok. I am responsible for these kids as is he.
We actually had a nice weekend...I feel like things seem more casual and less tense than they were. I am finding it a bit easier as time goes on not to "care as much" about H's comings and goings. But we went to an art festival yesterday and it would have been great to hold hands. Still craving an emotional connection. Sexual connection...no problem!
Relapsed and did a little snooping on OW. She actually seems pretty groovy and if circumstances were different....probably someone I could be friends with.
Sandi, you crack me up with the comments about being witty, mysterious, interesting, charming, flirty and sex goddess! Wow...I have serious homework now!
Thank you so much for always checking back with me. It is so nice to have your support! Abby
