Your heart is soft enough. Sometimes you need to experience feelings. It's okay to be sad, or mad sometimes. That's perfectly normal. Don't bottle it up. Just find healthy outlets... which you seem to be good at doing. Hope your car is fixed soon. Tell W it's actually not so bad because some girl at work has offered to give you a ride to work (and anywhere else for that matter!).
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
