Hey Rob.. its nice to see you here, old friends hey...
I think things are going to turn out how they are meant sort of regardless of what I do now ! I've done my bit.. its down to him now. I know he WILL break up with her. I think that he WILL want to try again with me. I dont know if we will be a success story though. One thing I also know though.. my intuition said from day 1 we would end up here, I never felt he was gone, it was like there was something not right with the Universe that he had ended it and walked out so abrubtly for no good reason.
But the reason was, he had things to learn and mend in himself and I had things to learn and mend in me, and I sincerely thank him for that. Things in ourselves, not so much to do with our R, or us being together. So I never really felt WE had too many issues in our R that needed to be worked through as such.
Of course, he has created some, by leaving it so long to come back (if he does) and then dating her (I try not to imagine them together, but a little doubt creeps in as to whether I can hold his attention again).
I had to text him today about our tenants, but I forgot to until about 6.30pm. He didnt reply, although it is important, so he must have ignored it. I guess he is with her tonight, getting that ball rolling, whatever the hell that means. I am expecting to hear from him, possibly on Wednesday (big day astrologically) and then, hope to see him Thursday. But yes, maybe he will want a break in between us.
My expectations are WAY above zero! I am expecting him for us to be back together by mid June and making a start at mending this. Which will be exactly 2 years since it started.
