Yes... I have always worried worried worried about making the wrong decision..ALWAYs.. I am petrified of this one...
My biggest problem right now, is the lack of feelings I have for him...how do I commit to working it out.. when I am so indifferent to him at this point...?
So many years went by w/ little or no emotions..I just cant seem to muster enough to make a confident decision..
And I am petrified of making this one.. it would almost be easier if he would decide..I know that is cowardly.. I know..!!! GOD!
He has said that he doesnt feel he needs to change and he doesnt see me changing to be happier w/ him...He said he likes who he is and doesnt see a need to be different..which i dont blame him..GOD!
