K, It seems to me that you need to take some "very smart decisive action" or what FG calls a "pointed position" to get out of Limboland, one way or another. Waiting for a sign from above, for Mars to line up with Uranus or for this or that to happen first is how we all got to this point - not seeing the writing on the wall for what it is, getting to the bottom of it quickly and doing something positive and concerted. In short you've got to make what you want happen - not by force but by some positive actions or you'll be stuck here in neutral until someone or something else decides for you.