Patience is coming hard for me tonight. I need to practice this. I keep asking myself how long do I wait? well I guess as long as it takes? I think. I feel like I need to hold out and let H contact me when he wants to/feels ready. It doesn't always seem like what I should do but I think I do see the logic behind the overall picture. I guess I need to give him the chance to miss me and see what its really like without me in the picture, that is what I got from the things I have been reading anyway.
On the other hand I had a busy day at work, had lunch with friend from work and went to gym after work so over all kept myself busy today.
Me-27 H-28 M-2.5 yrs T-8.5 yrs No kids B 1/09 S 2/09
