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being married in general, not as specific to him


That is the perfect way to put that. I couldn't seem to put into words what I'm mourning still. It's not him, just the simple pleasures of being married. The companionship, support, cuddles, etc..

Thanks for putting it into words that make more sense. \:\)

Glad your vacation was GREAT!

T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!