The adventure continues- part 4

[AFWAW]

Found another mistake I made. I'm reading a book called how can I forgive you? I forgave the wife too quickly--technical term is "cheap forgiveness". According to the book, I should have contemplated more and taken my time. I wish I could redo the interation w/ my wife when she confessed. I know I can't change the past. I guess this is why everyone preaches on here to read self-help books. I know she feels better probably for having told me but how come I don't feel better even though I've forgiven her?