I think it is killing her that it is becoming harder to present herself as the 'victim' and she is going to be escalating if possible allegations, etc. about me to try and represent herself as such. Of course, if I get the psychological evaluation result I'm expecting - will put up expert witnesses to discuss cognitive distortions, etc. and that she is an unreliable witness.

I'm not playing victim nor righteous. I'm very honest about my faults - but there is no excuse for this.

"You can't reason someone out of a position they didn't reason themselves into."