Kevin you really need to get to AA and some C. Unfortunately I knew the drinking was going to come back, been there. You need figure out a way to control yourself wo/self medicating, you need the TOOLS to do this. I know you didn't drink for a while but when you started to get more depressed you went back to it and unless you get help you will again.
Me:40 W: 39 T: 17 years M: 15 years S-9 D-6 D final 11/10/2009
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