Journaling:

This weekend, H kept looking at me like a wolf, making suggestive yet playful remarks, and grabbing and kissing me sporadically. He was pursuing me exactly the way I need, AUTHENTICALLY!

Sunday morning, H started making out with me, caressing me all over, holding me as if he wanted to devour me. And then we ML. Heaven...

So, it is confirmed. H has had it in him the entire time. It just took work and communication for him to use it.

I'm still a bit terrified that I might be dreaming. I'm still realistic that our work is not done. There are surely more issues that need to be uncovered and worked through. It should be easier to do so with a sex life in the mix, though!

Lucky