Ugh, not a good start to my Monday. Woke up several times last night thinking about her. I don't understand why this is so hard not to think about. I kept replaying our conversation in my mind. She did ask what I was going to do next weekend when she takes my D out of town for her school choir trip. I'm supposed to go out Friday and shoot pool with someone from work--I didn't tell her that though. This has got to be the hardest time I will ever have in my life. I know there are a lot of people suffering here. I wish there was something I could say or do to erase all the pain that everyone is feeling. It is unimaginablly difficult to concentrate at times and I am finding myself very despondent right now and wishing I could just crawl into a hole.
Last edited by AFWAW; 04/27/0901:09 PM.
M-41 ex-W-40 Together--17 years SS-20 D-14 Bomb--2 Feb 09 WAW--6 Feb 09 Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!! ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!! Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!
