I've told him that i still dont know what i want or really what Im doing.... and he doesnt buy it.. he thinks either you want this or you dont..
So, yes, in theory all i can do is work on myself.. which i am... and he will have to chose whether its worth it for him to try or not..as will I..
Sorry to be such a frustration.. this is just a very confusing time for me..:)
It would be ALOT easier if I knew right off what i wanted.. but if that were the case.. i wouldnt be in this situation to begin with..
I did tell him yesterday that all i want is for someone to love me for me.. and really want me for me.. not for what i do for them.....that is about as far as I have gotten in being able to determine "what I want" ...
