I had a lady friend over and her lady friend last night when my MIL brought by daughters home. MIL looked upset. We weren't doing anything other than watching the Yankees/Red Sox game on tv. So I called W to say she would probably be getting a phone call from her mom about it and that nothing was going on between me and the ladies.

I also started drinking last night after 8 months of this. I totally blew it. I just found myself not caring anymore. I'm just being honest. I had major set backs last night all because I did not show self discipline and got frusturated.

So I took major steps backwards last night in a few areas. Today I am getting my feet back going forward. Believe me, its not easy to post this after my screw up last night. But I have to.

Its storming outside this morning. We just had some close lightning and thunder hit. My dog is going nuts about it.

I'm sure W is probably wondering why I bothered to call her last night.

geez, the setbacks I had last night. UGGGG.............

I was stupid. I let frusturation get the best of me and I so blew it.

Kevin

Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...