"I am a hurt, hesitant, stressed, worried, tired, scared, disappointed woman."

"I cant say I am happy and that I trust him or that I believe every word he says or that I like the way he prioritizes his life."

"But I AM doing half the work under the circumstances."

The last statement.. just F's it all up.

Be you.

Nothing less.. Nothing more.

Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.