I really hope this isn't the end for you because you mention about how your W doesn't believe in DBing.
Well the truth is YOU don't believe in DBing. YOu came here with absolutely nothing and it was only through the advice and commitment of the people on these boards who have helped to push you into the right direction.
YOU are the only one who can't see that you've made any progress in your sitch. We all have seen it except for you.
YOU haven't even begun to DB. Let's face it. You've only been at this for 5 months. And during that whole time you expected immediate changes when you yourself didn't change that much. But we saw how you could succeed and pushed you. We helped you to go back and see your girls once more. Especially 25mlc. And you say we can call you a "failure". Please!
No one has ever called you that and never will! You just refuse to see all the positive changes that have been done so far and remain to stay on the pity party. By saying what you just did isn't fair to those of us who believed in you and had and continue to have faith in you. It's selfish and mean-spirited.
I really hope this isn't the last 2x4 you're going to accept Kevin and that you hang in there.
We've all been where you are. Everyone of us.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
