2 of them and you let both get away? Tsssss, girl, you could have taught them a thing or two!! After 18 months I doubt2 would have been enough, LOL!!! xxx K
I am in for relocating. Keep their names and phone numbers. I am also 38...
Ha.. well, it was very flattering and not as 'seedy' as it sounded. They were both nice boys, well educated, sweet, polite, very sincere in fact. Its hard to explain.. but so young, just boys!!! I am 38 and I felt about 98, but I wouldnt have done anything, mentally I just cant go there, I would feel like I were being unfaithful.
I'm fed up today. No word from him, despite Thursday. What am I supposed to think? Or do? Contact him? Or leave him alone to make his damn mind up still? I reckon she is still on the scene and he hasnt quite ended it with her yet, although I assume he will eventually, when he gets the courage together to.
God its so hard though, the endless waiting. The endless reports of what he has said to friends he feels, or intends to do and then... NOTHING !!!!! I dont want to waste another summer.
So.. its a big week, Pluto is about to square Venus and Mars, building now. Its very black and white, its a turning point ! In or out of something and a feeling of 'no escape' from that.
Black and white huh? We'll see. I know it's hard. What do you think have I been doing for 2 years now? I got what everybody here wished for, the GREAT 2nd CHANCE only to find out it was a joke... K
So.. its a big week, Pluto is about to square Venus and Mars, building now. Its very black and white, its a turning point ! In or out of something and a feeling of 'no escape' from that.
Do you ever feel your reading the wrong stars? and how much do you read into your sitch, because of them, if anything at all. The bottom line I would say is it is how long YOU want to wait, to draw it out, not is he ging to finish with H if so when,we all Know he is not the most proactive of people. Given the speed he moves I guess finishing with H and then actually telling you and then deciding IF he is going to return to you and then the courtship, peicing time. I guess we are not just talking the summer. I am so glad that you are having your going out time with friends that will keep you from just waiting at least. Oh yes and I vote no call,email or text. Heavens above Ali he KNOWS where you are. This is the hard bit, so guess Maria and her spelling comes in here. Enjoy your Sunday whatever.
No, I dont feel I am reading the wrong stars. I never read things into my sitch because of the stars.. its the other way around in astrology.. the stars reflect what is happening, or unfolding in our lives, it is symbolic.
The pluto thing is affecting my ex and it takes until 2011 to fully play out for him, so yes... I'm aware this is going to be a long journey for him at least and perhaps me along with him! I dont expect it to TAKE the summer.. I meant, I want us to get started, to spend time together again, at least, this summer.
He may not want me back, although he loves me, I understand that, but I dont think he knows yet. Of course I am hoping he is willing to give it a 2nd chance, if only to help make that decision, once and for all. I'm sure if we got back together we could build something better than we had before though, after all we've learnt.
I'm sorry if I upset you, I didnt mean to, I was trying to help, to gently see if there was any last hope for how you view your H's actions, seeing as I believe you still love him (but cant live like this anymore, I know).
BREAKING NEWS ! G has just spoken to *ex*, he is going to finish with Helen.
I asked her is she sure and did he say when? She then texted again to say:
"No, just that he is starting the ball rolling and that G would put money on you getting back together as *ex* was talking to him about how great you are."
I had a feeling things were coming to a head this week hey.
