I haven't contacted H so far and have no plans to. Haven't heard peep from him since his texting Friday night. The sad thing is H was a very devoted father and the sadness he feels being separated from his girls was what he was most surprised about when he first moved out. It was the reason he gave the OW for breaking up in February-that he need to focus on the girls as they were the most important things/people in the world to him. When he first moved out he said he would contact them every day. Since his A restarted this has fallen by the wayside. They say they don't care if H calls them every day, but I feel there must be someplace inside where they feel abandoned or rejected...Maybe I'm just projecting.
I've been keeping busy doing some Spring Cleaning, watching movies with the girls, working out.. Each day it feels as if I'm 'letting go' a little more. I worry that with this time apart (physically and mentally) I'm going to forget the things I love(d) about my H. Most of the qualities I loved abut H have disappeared. He has said over the last few months that I don't know who he is...how will I? I'm guessing other MLCers have said the same?
M44 H46 T21 Married 16y D14 D12 Bomb 12/08(EA), (PA/Separation)1/09 to 5/09 Home/MC 5/09 to 12/09 Leaves 12/09 Files for Divorce Divorce final 6/30/10.
