Update: yesterday and last night were interesting. She has some time off. Doesn't know what to do with herself. Bounced around from one thing to the next. Sad. Daughter's birthday party yesterday. What a blast. 10 kids on a scavenger hunt at the mall. Lots of fun. Last night wife wanted to talk. She told me that her running friend got a dear john letter. In it his wife told him that love wasn't enough. Hmm... She tells me that she is tired of life. That she's just tired. Can't think. Can't concentrate. Hates where we are (our R). I listened. Let it slide. She told me she may want a baby. Not now of course (right) but maybe later. She stopped short of saying "we" could offer so much but thought she could. She talked about how the men in her class had it so easy because their wives took care of everything and they just had to go to school. Not sure what to say to that. I offered to do same to her before and she gave me the speech that she wants to be independent. Hmm...
She tells me that she can't have a baby right now because she has too much in her life right now as it is.
Later.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."