And... I feel sometimes that I must take the next step, be brave enough, you know? Cut my losses... (Maybe if I would win the lottery things would be easier. LOL)
It's my damn head that gets in the way, the responsibility I feel towards my kids, the fear for my future, I dont want to end up a bitter divorcee, alone and lonely.
At some point, reality is too clear to ignore. I am getting there. K
