I havent been on in a few days, nothing really new and exciting going on in my world.
I still have pretty much daily communication with my hubby, some good some bad..all depends on the day and if I press any issues.
He did make comments to me about loving two women. How hard it is.... ugh... if he loves her... he cant possibly love me the way I want to be loved. I would hope there is no comparison..our 20 years together vs a year- year and half affair.
I was very proud of him..he did take the steps to talk to a councelor...all I can pray is he figures out what will make him happy ...
Makes me cry thinking he will never want to be home...
It sucks... I guess the loneliness I feel now is how alone he felt in our life...
