I'm feeling so discouraged

[PortlandDad]

DL, Here's the most important question: Did you and your kids have a good time with each other today?

Seriously. That is what matters most right now. From your accounting, the kids had a good time with their parents and their grandparents, yeah? You seem to really get along well with your ILs, so that was pleasant for you hmmm?

Your H was acting like a jerk to you. It was deliberate. It wasn't an act of omission. You responded exactly the way that you should: you acted as if it doesn't matter. That takes nerves of steel and an determination. It sounds like you did fine.

I think you are just experiencing the roller-coaster. Your H is having both good and bad days and he is trying to take you along with him on his pitiful ride. Today was a low point, and that's all it was. His head is still foggy, so pull back for now. You have been doing so well with things lately; don't get depressed or start second-guessing yourself now. Keep your eyes on the prize and just keep telling yourself that this, too, shall pass.

You should definitely take the kids to the maple syrup festival tomorrow. That sounds like it would be fun and it will get you out of the house and spending time with the kids. Don't forget about being the rock for them right now, as they are probably scared and confused about everything that is going on, too.

I'm crossing my fingers for you.