So, he was at the kids' singing thing. His parents went and picked him up so I was there first. He didn't say a thing to me. He said nothing to me. He didn't look at me or acknowledge that I was there. I couldn't take it so I said hi to him after he was there for about 10 minutes. His parents took all of us to dinner at Mickey D's. He said nothing to me there either. It bugged me at the kids' thing, but I just focused on the kids and chatted with my mil. At the restaurant I chatted with his parents and the kids. I didn't show that anything he was doing bothered me. I talked to him like he wasn't acting like a jerk. I acted as if everything was ok and thanked him for coming out before I left first.
I hate that he can act like I'm not there and like I'm nothing. It sucks. I don't understand why he treats me like I killed his dog. I think it could have something to do with the fact that the last couple of times we've been together we've actually enjoyed ourselves. I don't know though. Maybe I just imagined all of the good stuff because I want it to happen so badly.
I seriously wish he hadn't gone. It was so much easier when I hadn't seen him for a few days. Now I feel like crap and like new daggers were driven in my chest. Yeah, I'm dramatic like that.
