For the Guy with Kids and a WW 24

[hopeful4her]

Back for a very quick update. Not much time and trying to finish work to go enjoy more Fiesta activities with my girls for the weekend.

Instead of figuring out life, I intend to just enjoy it.

For now.

What everyone has warned me about....

has happened.

I've met someone a few weeks back and let things go too far. Not a relationship, but anythings possible. I'd rather play the field at this point in my life. Beej and I have "talked" about what happened and she of course has let me know that its wrong and begged me to do the right thing.

I don't disagree.

But I'm having very mixed feelings about this and now realize that I have to be the one to start the paperwork for the D, which is something that I did NOT want to be the one to do. More of the principal for me not to. Now I have to because I don't want to be a "cheater" in Gods eyes. I'm not doing it for someone else. I'm doing it for myself. I'll be doing it to pursue options that I have come across, not just one person. Need to make sure that its the right thing to do, still. I'm praying and could sure use some too.

Still have feelings for the W, but realizations have come the past couple months and now know that she is not someone I need anymore. Or want.

Just thought my friends should know. Don't think I should be on a DB website anymore, huh?