DL, you sound like you are doing great! It is tough to be miserable all the time. I think that its great to acknowledge that you are going to have those feelings. Theres no way around that.

I made a playlist of songs that made me know that its going to be okay. That song by jimmy eat world, In the Middle, and that one by Jason Mraz, I cant even think of what it is right now. No Woman, No Cry. I like Bob Marley telling me that every little things gonna be all right. I work down on the beach in the summer, so I would plug in the ipod and go.


I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...