Snodderly and Jack, you may be right. Snodderly my xh did cry twice, once when he broke down and told me he wanted to seperate, and then again when we actually seperated. He has turned so cold toward me, colder since his new gf is in the picture. I still dont understand why he is getting married so soon. He is marrying a younger woman at that and tonight I learned that he wanted to have children, possibly twin girls. He said he would like the chanallge. It's something new everyday. Yes my son told me and this time I am to blame, I asked a question and he just started spilling the beans. I know this is wrong. I shouldnt have asked. He is hurting. He worries about me, I seen that tonight. We both need counseling together. Do WAS marry that quick? Do they look for that bandaide? Have you heard of any WAS returning? Do they return as much as MLC? Sorry for all the questions. I am getting very very tired of wondering and spinning. Please be patient with me. I am listening and thinking you are right its time to DROP THE ROPE. When dropping the rope. Does that also mean NO MORE questions in here or no more talking of xh?
Irmac, I thank you so much for kind words. I had another good service tonight. When my xh decided to leave me, I decided I needed GOD in my life. I needed GOD so bad and he came to my rescue so many times. I know I am going through this for a reason. I know it will make me stronger. I dont know what GOD has planned for me but I am sure I will be pleased. Irmac, there is more I want to tell you so I will email you. I dont want to write a book in here. But, I would like to say to everybody, GOD can heal your heart. Give it ALL to him and let him fight the battle for you.
