I am so pleased to read these last few posts from you and I am so very, very proud of you.
If you dont have insurance to cover counseling you might call around and see if you can find a counselor who operates under sliding fee scale.
I did a quick google search using the temrs "counseling in dallas without insurance" and came across this option from the Univ. of North Texas at Dalls - they offer free counseling for anybody in the community. Here is the link: